When I did something sweet, something thoughtful, no one seems to care. They thought I was being selfish, heartless, and just plain dumb.

I was angry when Boyfie went JB yesterday morning at 2am with his friend, Dan. He said he wanna accompany Dan to buy something for his bike or whatever. I know how merepek Dan can be. We've accompanied him to AhBoy twice and all he bought was this small stupid things. We were even late for our break fast back then.

That's not the only reason why I don't want him to go.

He's been going JB every single week. And he spends a lot. I don't mind if he were to service his bike or something that is important to baby Sparkie (accessories is not counted). And Boyfie will everytime complain to me that he's tired. He lack of sleep. And today he's working in the morning at 8am. And guess what time he came back from JB? At 5am. 

I don't want him to go because I don't want him to feel tired. He told me he needs to go because he promised Dan. Aren't promises meant to be broken? I mean, it's not the end of the world. The shop at JB is not going to run any where. But if Boyfie lacks of energy, he's gonna get sick.

And he told me that i was being "tak de hati perut" when I halang him to go. Don't he get it? I was being concern for him. Shucks!

And i bet tomorrow, he's gonna keep on complaining that he's tired. Tired and tired. And tired. And tired. I don't mind if he complains about getting tired because of him working long hours. But it pissed me off when he gets tired because of JB.

I don't know what to do with this boy.